By Laurie Smolenski
Tonight, I appreciate the absence of the things familiar...
Tonight, I appreciate the absence of the things familiar to most concerts
I attend – monster amps, stages, smoke, loud noises. I’ve come to Entredos, a
women’s center near La Puerta del Sol, to hear California-born singer and
composer Amelia Ray. She takes the stage this evening for an intimate show with
her electric guitar and her bass player, Mari-José Estivariz.
This is a chicks-only gig, and the atmosphere is cheerful,
laid back, animated. When I catch their gaze, the women smile warmly at me. As
a girl in a
There are some spunky gals with
cropped ‘dos and colorful stockings, although the majority of the audience are
rockin’ more teacherly looks of long skirts, cardigans and turtlenecks. I
notice a well-dressed woman in her sixties wearing high heel boots, lace,
pearls and a golden grandma perm. She and the ladies at her table remind me of
Patricia Hill Burnett, the radical American feminist who wore muffs and pearls
to NOW meetings. And such it is tonight – a gaggle of mainly middle-aged,
mostly conservatively dressed white women on the edge of their seats as this
younger black American woman begins to sing in a language not all of them
understand.
Amelia plays guitar with seasoned
rhythm and ease, but it’s her voice that I fall in love with. She sings for all
of ten seconds before I’m in tears. She speaks to both your heartstrings and
your dancin’ feet. The woman has a voice of caramel – strong, sweet, rich.
Layering gentle, feminine vocals between heavier, more intense verse, she sings
about traveling, loving, and her roots. For a woman who’s been playing on stage
in Europe and
She seems to gain confidence, and
therefore volume, after her first few songs and we respond with our applause.
She does a freewheeling country number called “Nova”, with lyrics like “Turning
English into cash…Turning pesos into gas” fused over an upbeat guitar rhythm.
The song tells a traveler’s tale about the car breaking down in
Besides the natural ease with which she
performs, Amelia is uniquely appealing in that she rides a perfect balance of
humility and assurance. When she plays the guitar solos, she speeds up
slightly, moving through them with quick nods of her head as though hesitating
with the boldness of her fingers on the strings. Yet each time she finishes a
song and the women stomp and clap and yell “Guapa!” at her, her enjoyment
unfolds in the form of a wide smile and easy laughter. An incredibly talented
and yet visibly down-to-earth woman who tells stories and corrects her own
Spanish between songs, Amelia is a real gift to this audience.
Amelia Ray also sings with her eyes. She has this
captivating, dark-eyed gaze that lights up when she laughs, which is often, and
intensifies when she sings about pain, love, social issues. She estimates that
about a third of her songs are threaded with the latter. It is these pieces
that truly embody the complexity of her words. For example, during one of the
most lyrically intense moments of the evening, a song called Eldoret that appears on her new album,
Amelia sings the following: “Don’t burn this building down/ There are children
inside/This has the trappings of another genocide.”
A few days later, I’m sitting in Amelia’s apartment/studio,
where she claims to have locked herself in to finish the new record, titled
“On”. This will be her seventh album, which Amelia has been writing, recording,
and producing in her home. We’re rapping about Brian Greene’s account of string
theory in the Elegant Universe, and I
notice that in addition to lots of books, Amelia has newspapers piled around
the place.
She tells me that often, tragedies she reads about in the
news inspire her to craft a song, as was case with Eldoret. The title refers to a town in western
One of Amelia’s favorite female
vocalists,
I inquire about whether Amelia, who got her first guitar
from Wal-Mart at the tender age of seven, has always played the kind of
soulful, bluesy rock she’s playing now and she shrugs. “I mean, did you ever
play, you know, heavy metal or something?” I joke. “Yeah,” she answers
seriously, “I played in a metal band for a while. We did Poison covers and
stuff.” I didn’t detect any metal vibe during her Entredos show, yet her
agility for musical cross-breeding is evident. She draws from funk tunes to
blues classics to folk, all fused with country-twanged rock and roll. Amelia
says that at the root of things, “I’m always trying to make good old finger-snapping
music…that makes you move your feet.” A further testament to her diversity and
talent, Amelia also plays bass, percussion, drums and organ, but don’t take
this girl’s gee-tar away. When I ask if she ever sings without it, Amelia gives me a
horrified look and murmurs, “I might feel naked”.
Amelia is a mainly self-taught
musician who first began singing in her church choir. When? “As soon as I
learned to talk,” she smiles, explaining that she grew up going to church at
least once a week. It’s no wonder Amelia’s parents are from the American south,
because the girl’s got soul. She was born in
Her new album “On” will be released on April 22 and will be
for sale on cdbaby.com, Amazon.com and itunes. Better yet, pick it up at her
live gigs – Amelia has one slated for April 23 at the Juglar in Lavapies. She
will share the stage with her band, The Conjugal Experiment, which includes
Mari-José Estivariz on bass, Jorge Perez on drums and bass, and Alejandro Nieva
playing sax. They have been playing together as a quartet since late last year.
What would Amelia be doing if she weren’t one of
I ask Amelia about the benefits of playing music in